Hi AlaskaGirl, I'm so very pleased to hear that you're soundly on the stopping forever path! It's difficult, down here in Secular Conections (although the irony is, that AVRT works for those who believe in a religion/spiritualism) to keep up with folks, because, by its very nature, self-recovery is insular.
MesaMan, I adore your posts, and I'm so glad you stuck around these parts of the forum. I'll never forget your posts on my original thread and that photograph of the place in the Isle of Skye, really sunk home for me, how far I'd strayed from what 'I' wanted. It struck such a chord and I'm forever grateful to you MesaMan!