Woke up on the second day after quitting.
Feel very tired and unable to concentrate, but cravings and physical withdravals are much milder than on previous attempts at getting sober.
Feel at least quite certain i will make it quite easy for the short run, it's the long haul that worries me, how to stay sober for more than just some weeks.
But i just got this feeling this time that this is the first time i true admit the alcoholism, even though i pretended to admit it before. I used to seek help at doctors and therapists hoping to find the reason why i drink, hoping that if i could cured for the depression i was certain caused this, or talked through whatever problems in my life or upbringing that caused this, i would fix myself and start to drink normal. This time i dont think like that at all, i just think i an alcoholic, i never ever managed to drink normally, and what i need to do is find the way to not drink that first drink that starts the snowball rolling.