Thanks Dee!
My dear Steely
I am so sorry for what happened and what the addiction did to you. I almost send you a message today cause I was thinking about you, wondering how you are but then I wasn't sure if that would be annoying and I didn't want to be too much, so I didn't. Maybe next time I should? I'm glad Dee and Soberwolf did that though and encouraged you to post.
Nobenders aren't complete without you, wasn't it you who came up with that name anyway?
I would like to say much more but it's already past bed time for me. So I just say welcome back on board and please be kind to yourself and take good care of your body and soul, I know it's not easy. Self-hate and destruction can be unlearned though. That's what we have to do.
I hope you're not in too much pain physically and good luck with the X-rays, I'll get my hips, knee and ankle X-rayed next week.
I'm feeling with you Steely, sending you love and hope!