Originally Posted by
leviathan 
Welcome!
-please try to drop the embarrassment as soon as possible. Addiction problems are equal opportunity: rich, poor, average, criminals and heroes. Although addiction can certainly harm your character, it is NOT your character.
Thank you leviathan. I know that addiction affects everyone. It is good to hear it from someone I don't know personally. I understand I am better than alcohol, I just don't always get it.