Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Hi mtphc - welcome
posting and reading here daily, and more than daily, really helped me decide that I had a real problem I had to address with persistent and concerted action.
I know you'll find that same level of help and support I did
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Thanks Dee, I am getting alot better at this at the same time, considering how bad things were versus the past.
For three years I was drinking way too much, pretty much a fifth of vodka every single day. Just couldn't believe how much I was consuming, but the addiction was too strong.
Every morning I would feel anxious and depressed. My remedy? carry on of course, it was a vicious cycle due to the withdrawal symptoms.
With this mindset I ended up in the ER one day, this was like 10 months ago. Finally I made a change, Yes it has been a rough road since then try my best to stay sober, and honestly as ironic as it may sound considering the relapses I've had since then, I do feel like this has been an improvement, I am drinking way less and I take pride in that, but I'm not done yet.
Recently I went on a binge again as I had aforementioned on previous posts, hasn't been that bad I consider this to be a light one compared to others. I have tapered off in the past, and I know I could do it again.