Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
I know - it just wasn't doing a thing for me in the end. Yet I still tried to find that feeling I once got from it. There's nothing in it for us anymore. I wish I'd been able to admit that long ago.
Your right there isn't much there, at least not the way it used to be, that euphoria that would come along with it, now it's more of a numbing feeling. It's crazy how high my tolerance is now, I just keep going and it's like nothing is happening..just have to stop doing this, I have keep saying this, and of course act on it..