jbm125

Hi Psych....booze is a depressant. If you take enuf of it you'll get depressed. You tried to kill yourself. Doesn't this tell you that you need help? You say " I feel like everyone expects me to do it alone". Who else is going to do it? You have to do it alone and for yourself, not so Mommy loves you. Your step mom will love you again when you stop trying to do this without doing anything except whining, "I am yearning for love and support and when I'm at my worst they all abandon me". Well, surprise, surprise...when you're at your worst who would want to be around you?
You need to take charge of your life, stop leaning on family and friends for pity and get your stuff together. I hope you make it.
God bless