Originally Posted by
kevlarsjal 
Thank you for sharing soberandhonest. I'm half a year sober and have been struggling so much lately. I think I most likely would've picked up in your position. I hope I get to the point where I don't obsess so much about it anymore. Where it's 'not a big decision' as you said
You'll get there Kev. Six months is great. In my first year, I was extremely careful not to "challenge" my sobriety. I'm sorry that you're struggling, but the very fact that you are working through these struggles without picking up says a lot about you. Be proud of your accomplishments and address those struggles as best you can.