Originally Posted by
loveandmagic 
AHHHJXSHKHDRUKHF I just want to scream, cry, tear his face apart, eat ten chocolate cakes and sleep for a hundred years.
Sometimes that's all you can do. I've done lots of crying (I know, men aren't supposed to cry but I don't want to deal with this in the typical "manly" way of not dealing and drinking my problem away)
I've eaten tons of junk food. Cookies, cake, hamburgers, hotdogs, you name it- I ate it.
And I've had lots of naps. Some for 20 minutes, some for a few hours.
I keep hearing from people that I should allow myself to grieve in my own way in my own time. And maybe you can too.
Lots of positive thoughts for you. I hope you can find some relief soon