Originally Posted by
Ituvia 
He told me two days before leaving that he wants to marry me but still left. I also heard that he told his mates that he is finally free.
That's the most devastating and confusing part of all of it, and my heart hurts in that same way. I know my ex very much feels free also. He complained about feeling suffocated. He said "I've been doing good without the drama"
Actually, you imbecile, you feel free from accountability and my decision to no longer enable and overlook your bad decisions and hurtful behavior, and I demanded to have my needs met.
AHHHJXSHKHDRUKHF I just want to scream, cry, tear his face apart, eat ten chocolate cakes and sleep for a hundred years.