Great topic harley1973,
For me it's about acceptance. I was born this way. My body is not wired to drink alcohol normally. I just can't stop once I start. I knew this from day one and kept going anyway. I guess I see others drinking and really don't care. It's their choice and desire. Doesn't affect me at all. Just know Harley that you can't drink anymore. It will never work for you anymore. It's out to kill you now. That's the only way you can look at this. It's a deadly disease and you have it. Just surrender to sobriety and move on. 2 months is great, just think what 2 years could do. It's awesome and you know this.
Go on about your recovery and ignore the normal drinkers. This too shall pass, trust me.