Contempt towards normal drinkers!!!
Anyone else get angry when you see the normal people drinking and having a good time? This is becoming a trigger for me. I have a little over 2 months sober after relapsing after 2 years clean and I've noticed it just pisses me off to see others drinking normal.
I know I can never drink again unless I wanna end up on another bender but its that never ending quest to try to be normal that bites me in the ass every time.