A year or two before I stopped drinking, Murray H, a friend and insane alcoholic, never tried AA or anything else, had a heart attack. He was twenty eight. I visited him in hospital and was struck by how unwell he was, and how short of breath. The doctors told him no more booze. Discharged him after a few days with meds etc. went straight to the bar to celebrate, got drunk, had another heart attack which he did not survive.
Maybe you are different to Murray. Perhaps you will realise the serious nature of you condition and do something about it while you still can. We can help you with that.