Why?
I’ve been struggling with sobriety for a very long time … (no secret… I’ve been a member here for quite some time…)
When I drink, things get bad.
When I don’t drink, things get good.
The moment I stop drinking, even if it is for only 48 hours, my life improves substantially.
I need to figure out why I consistently self-sabotage myself.
Why am I so scared to move forward?
Why???