When you do go, I hope sooner than later... they ask if there's anyone here for for their first time just raise your hand and yea, this is my first meeting, they will offer you a desire chip to try our way of living for just 24 hours, accept if you choose..
The moment the chair person gives you the chip and a big hug, You will then become the most important person at the meeting!!!!!!
wishing you the best!!