In bed so I'm going to count this another nite sober. Still at the in laws house but it's something. Tonight was a very discouraging night and Av was trying so hard to get me to drink. I had 2 auditions for for some dance groups and was turned down by both. They said I needed to tone up than come back. I was actually kind of expecting that because it's a common thing. It just kind of crushed me a little lol, but that's my own fault. I went into the whole thing kinda cockey to begin with so that didn't help. I passed by so many liquor stores on the way home. It was actually really close too. I was already thinking about what to tell my therapist. I was thinking about how I didn't have to tell anyone just a little. I haven't smoked mj today either so it's day 1 on that. Before that I had a good day. My dog lives where I'm staying so bonus. So this morning g I got at like 8 and ram 3 miles with him. Lol as much as you can run with a clumsy fat dog lol.
I barely made it today by the skin of my teeth