Happy Easter to all. Bebrave I think my slips have made my desire and will to stop stronger. When I had 18 months sober I was so curious to see if I could be a normal drinker. It took me wasting the last 18 months of on again off drinking to realize that I can't. Sometimes it's all good. But it's like Russian Roulette. And once that buzz kicks in and I'm feeling good...it's on... and then the hangover... the dreadful aftermath. Brush yourself off and get back in the game.