Originally Posted by
Serendipitous 
I appreciate the advice. I haven't been to a doctor in over 5 years - such is my medical phobia!
I will talk to my daughter's father until I sort this out. He loves her just as much as I do.
Still so scared. I apparently shouldn't feel this way, but finding courage to see a doctor is so hard. I have never even suicidal in my life but can't bear the thought of someone giving me death news.
I just want to be there for my girl.
I think we all have the fear at first, but once you go, you will feel a million times better. Putting things off will make things worse. It's best to do the right thing and get checked out as soon as you can.