You are more than just an alcoholic. Alcohol just holds us back from being who we should be. I'm just 3 days ahead of where you're at. Don't fret about the money issues. They will get worked out in time. Focus on you right now. Try and go for a short walk even though you may not want to. Thank your mom for being there for you. Maybe help her make a nice dinner. I stayed with my dad during my first 4 days and we made chicken picatta... It was delicious and was something that made me feel accomplished and helpful even though i was tired after. I started perking up day 3 and feel pretty good day 5. You will get there.