Originally Posted by
ThatWasTheOldMe 
I wanted to drink because I was missing the feeling of catching a buzz. The thing is, the repercussions of that buzz would have been long lasting and painful. The buzz isn't worth it.
30 days sober today.
Congrats on 30 days! Good insight on the insanity that we also know as alcoholism... we want what we cannot have. Kudos for not falling for the trick.