Yep, like I carefully said, no one has a hint of how I feel or how I felt. I hid it stellarly (if I can be self centered enough to say that), I took care of business, had fun, but made it 0% about me, as it should have been and should always be. I think everyone close to me thinks I have drinking issues anymore, which is my mission accomplished. I keep it to myself, to this forum, to AA, and to a VERY few select Very close and Very dear friends, in fact, there really is only one person who knows what I went through and go through. I think we should all be blessed to have a person like that in our lives who accepts us for who we are, despite our warts and weakness, and they acknowledge our little victories and do not judgmentally comment or pacify us when we are in need.
Good Comment Clean30, rest assured, didn't drink, won't drink, and the mask is still on and being effectively worn.