So true - it will never be the same again and yes he did teach me what to expect from him.
I went on holiday with my sister and our kids a few weeks after the row.
He threatened to cancel it and told him to go ahead.
Even thought he had not paid anything towards it.
Almost like it was up to him who my sister spent time with and that she would not be spending time with me.
We had a great time.
Mostly great because we never once talked about him. It was like he didn't exist.