Originally Posted by
DonnaNix 
Everyone's words have been really helpful. It's good to know I can actually come somewhere and get advice and support from people who understand completely.
I've not had any alcohol today but I'm definitely tempted to have the vodka left in the cuboard. Hopefully I can resist.
Wow I am PATHETIC. I gave in and drank the vodka. Right now I'm starting to feel tipsy, but later on, once I've sobered up I'll be so angry and disappointed in myself.
I don't understand how I'm THIS weak. Ugh.