Sober Day # 57
Had a few cravings this eve for the first time in awhile.
I was angry about something
and I thought how I would like to just sink into oblivion with alcohol, and escape.
I even started having thoughts of how I could just have a few glasses------couldn't seem to remember how bad it had gotten.
Told myself that it was just my AV talking, but I wasn't completely convinced.
This is a tricky phenomenon-----you go along feeling strong, and all of a sudden the AV sneaks in so slyly, and it's not even recognizable as the AV.
I stood strong, didn't drink. But I think I need to spend some more time on the RR site for a refresher course. I also really want to get to the Day 60 milestone, so that helped.
Disonant, I'm still praying that you find your dog soon .