Originally Posted by
SlickRick07 
I'm sick of it. I just don't know what else to do.
I was sick of it too. And I was definitely scared. The solution for me was to admit that my drinking was the problem. And that quitting for good was the only way forward if I ever wanted a chance to fix my other problems.
I also had to accept that sobriety doesn't necessarily equal happiness in itself, but it's your only chance to get there. Continuing to drink guarantees more pain and suffering 100%