I feel scared and alone..
Hey everyone i had yo go to the ER 3 months ago to stop drinking..i stayed sober for 2months and a month ago i started again....ive been hiding it from my family becuase of how it put me in the hospital..and they all begged me to stop. I made my mom cry out of fear for me...yet i fell back into the trap..today i have a really bad hangover after drinking all day not just ar night after work like i would...my hearts been racing all day...i feel anxious and depressed..i dont have anyone to talk to because my frienda and family think i am still sober..i want to stop and dont let them know..im just scared.. I feel like hell...i cant even drink to feel better becuase it makes me feel sixk and makes my anxiety so much worse...I dont want to go to the ER again and scare my family...i know my anxiety is making it seem so mucb worse...idk what to do