Originally Posted by samantha14

Checking in on my way home. I really feel like I am battling the demons today. I know that it started yesterday when I let a little "would one glass of wine really be so horrible tonight?" thought creep in and I didn't shut it down right away...instead I just let it fester and gain momentum. Then today it just grew and grew until I pretty much had myself talked into buying a bottle with appropriate excuses and lies. Thankfully I was able to think it through and am currently poison-less but just telling on myself. I didn't reach out, I didn't post, I didn't phone a friend....this could have ended much differently. Grateful it hasn't but confused and annoyed with myself. Well off to wage the war. Thanks for listening. ❤