Thanks for the help I think that I might check into them as soon as I get back from my vacation. I just am not sure how to handle it all but being able to come in here and read the messege boards and hear what others have to say makes me feel so much better I know that with the help of everyone here I can make it through this no matter how hard it gets I know that I can do it I just have to put my mind to it and ask for help when it is needed.
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