Again, that would depend on how you perceive it. As I see the difference between expectations and hope, I'd have to disagree with what FOB just posted.
Gracey, I just think this is one of those things that each individual person has to reach on their own from their own understanding and personal outlook.
Hopefully that will come sooner for you than later.
(By the way, I haven't seen you posting here for awhile. But as always, it's a good thing to see you here!)