I've decided to keep the friends that pray for me not the one's that use me. How can I give up the bar life the last 4.3 years I drank alone except four times no more then 8 I'm sure. How can I give up porn and not even masturbate and sex why because she's out there and I'm going to practice what I want from a women in my own life. How can I give up poker I've studied it for 16 years there all selfish alcoholics are selfish and self centered. Think how good you got it living in America the Land of the Free and the Home of the Brave. A hole world of new life lies ahead lower self wants the old life Higher Self wants the New Life the Ying and the Yang Live in Harmony not destruction.