BTDT too many times to count. Gawd...hated the morning after, acute hangover, shame, practicing damage control to justify all the phone calls, IRL conversations and text from the night before.
You've come to the right place! There's a plethora of support, information and wonderful people here on SR. Don't drink today; Plan the Work, Work the Plan...and you're off to the beginning of a new life.
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