I have tried AA but because I am unable to get there regularly due to the hour of the day it is held- at night- it was not very useful. I am here completely alone- no family, no friends, no babysitters (I have tried to find a sitter). I did ask someone to sponsor me and then nothing happened. She didn't tell me anything to do, suggest anything, it was just "ok" and then that was that.
I will try online meetings. Can you find a sponsor there?