Originally Posted by
tomsteve 
I haven't said im never drinking again and never changing my mind either- too many broken promises in my past. too many times I was done drinking. too many times I swore off drinking.too many times I took it off the table only to put it back on the table
but im not drinking today.
This makes sense to me. My past experience showed I was not too good at keeping commitments like not drinking.
But now, my past experience sober, which far outweighs my drinking experience, supports the view that I will never drink again. I don't want to drink, ever, I am in AA for permanent sobriety, and that seems to be what it is delivering. All my line of sponsorship died sober.