Hi and welcome alwaysconflicted
I didn't know what to expect when I rocked up here either -but it was a relief to find people who understood the nature of the void in me I was always trying to fill with 'stuff', and the illogical nature of addiction and the pull towards self sabotage.
It didn't happen overnight but SR helped me turn my life around and gave me back a little hope.
I hope you'll decide to stick around too
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