Originally Posted by
kevlarsjal I did never make the decision "to never drink again and never change my mind" because it scares me to be honest. I know that I can never drink normally again and am comfortable about admitting that I am an alcoholic but making a life long comittment to anything seems overwhelming and scary to me. So all I know is that I won't drink today.
I haven't said im never drinking again and never changing my mind either- too many broken promises in my past. too many times I was done drinking. too many times I swore off drinking.too many times I took it off the table only to put it back on the table
but im not drinking today.