I am also thinking of AA as well Kevlar. Can't hurt to add this to our sober tool box.
It sometimes freaks me out thinking I can never drink again, but I romanticise drinking by day dreaming about a glass of wine at dinner or a cocktail by the pool.... I have never been one to stop at one or two. I have no off switch after I take the first drink so when I day dream about it, I also remind myself that I am wired differently to 'normal' drinkers. That thought helps me move on from the silly fantasy that drinking is enjoyable cause for me it hasn't been enjoyable in over 20 years.