I'm going to try and find out about rehab , I don't think I can do this alone I need some help .
jic27 _ you are so right I need to put my desire to stop drinking above everything else, nothing is worth getting drunk over not even job interviews, I do get nervous but I'm going to try and find some other way to deal with it . cant keep numbing my emotions with alcohol , I don't want to live like that .
thanks all I'm going to go pour the rest of my beers down the sink