glad ya made it through,RM!
i think weve all had rough mental and emotional days early on. feelings and emotions are going to happen. the only way to learn to is to allow them to happen- learn they can happen and a drink isn't necessary.
im lookin back now and remembering some days back then that were rough. it wasn't too pleasant knowing i drank away the woman i had planned on marrying and spending the rest of my life with. i felt pretty horrible.
yet today im thinkin," that wasn't too bad and glad i allowed em to happen without drinkin. i learned a lot through it all.
the saying
this,too, shall pass
is very true for me.