Originally Posted by
WW2gamer 
I held out till just before 5pm Thursday til I started booze. Then Friday was a blur
Now I used my bank card unwisely, 2 times. So I will be short for service charges again. I'm pretty sure I left enough to cover paypal. If not, that will cost $45 extra.
So now I'm drinking tomato jucie and 57.1% rum from a pot. Wish I had weed and tobacco.
And I think my math was off by $10, so I didn't leave enough for paypal...........u idiot.
Well now I might as well go spend the other $20
No offense, but I feel that you are trying to gain people's sympathy and/or have people tell you it is ok to do what you are doing.
Their is no way to justify this behavior and feeling sorry for yourself is a waste of time.
Get out and go to an AA meeting. You claim you have no friends and no life - they will help you change that.