My AV has been active today! I have all these events coming up and IT has been trying to play "lets make a deal" with me. No. Just no.
I just got off the phone with my sister who has been having some really hard times and I've been feeling guilty about not being there for her the way I should be. Why? Because I was a selfish person when I was drinking.... I was either engaging in the drinking or recovering from it. I would call her once I was already half bagged and then often not even remember what she had said to me. If I was hungover I would just ignore her calls.
So yeah there will be no deals made with my addiction.