It doesn't matter so much that you don't go to AA. What matters are the reasons you don't go.
I go to one meeting a week. Last night I went because I didn't really want to.
I find the online experience essential. It helps me to be concerned about the well being of others. That in turn supports my sobriety. I realise now that for years I was what is called a dry drunk. I wasn't active in AA or here and was really going nowhere. A risky place for an alcoholic to be. Generally, a balanced self needs interactions with others.