Day 9 cleared.
I have always battled drink since i was about 23 (im 33 now) going from one binge to the next. I have had 1-3 month stints of abstinence here and there but one thing i have learnt is that i cant be trusted with moderation.
No matter how hard i try it always creeps back in, a couple of drinks at a time until im finishing a bottle of spirits.
I think i have finally go to the end, if i dont stop now i feel like this will be the end of me.