Originally Posted by
heartcore 
I could have transformed the lives of everyone in a third world village with the resources I greedily snorted into my nose. It hurts my heart.
I take steps to repair the mess & then freeze, paralyzed. It is the hardest part of recovery, for me.
Maybe.
But there are people who have never taken a drink or a drug who would never even think of helping others.
The way I see it I had to go through what I did to be where I am.
I would have liked it to be quicker but it is what it is....
I've done more in the last ten years than in the 20 before that.
It's a good place to be, and a great place to be me.
I don't have time to look back and sigh anymore...too busy today
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