Hey everyone, just checking in. Haven't been able to see the doctor yet for him to poke my tummy but my second set of liver numbers came in and everything still seems okay. I haven't gained or lost weight this week and my belly looks fairly the same as it has for the last few weeks. So that's really good!!!
On the other hand, I quit my job because stress was getting too much and my sobriety was being tempted. I am going to do a less stressful part time job and focus on being healthy and sober and go to meetings a lot more often and get a full-time job again when I am ready. Luckily my husband is okay with this and our financial situation will not be dire.
I have also found a therapist I like so that is good! It feels so good to just unload on someone and have them genuinely interested in helping you.
I am finally feeling like I can kick this thing for good this time. And that feeling is making me so happy!