I think i'm following my mum's footsteps in my drinking. I need to stop ASAP because I have a 1 year old and I want to model good behavior for him. While alcoholism may be genetic, I really hope and believe that nurture is much stronger than nature and that, so long as I raise him right, he won't turn out like me and his grandma. Well, I hope I can begin to be and stay sober.