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Old 03-08-2017, 03:03 PM
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Wholesome
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I called to get myself set up with an addiction counselor today who also does CBT..... talk about anxiety! I was freaking out just making the phone call, my heart was pounding and I felt like I was trembling, took me ages to calm back down. Haha! At least it's taken care of.... now for the hard part of actually showing up and talking about all this and doing the work and making the changes. I want this! I want recovery. I've been dragging this addiction around with me since I was 15 years old, just trading one vice for another. I'm 38 and I can have another half a lifetime of a different, healthier life.
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