Nonsensical, yes, I have got a bit (lot) of an obsessive nature. Sometimes it works in my favour, sometimes not. I'm not going to start obsessing over thoughts of me and IT though, although I must admit, I may have been going down that path!
I know not drinking is just the foundations to build a life on, that getting rid of the drink, is not going to magically transform the cruddy life drinking has left me with. Thank you for the advice
