Originally Posted by
Behappy1 
This original post is just how powerful IT can be if I let it... IT had all of me the last 10 days.
Would you ever allow someone to take from you what you have already forfeit to the Beast?
Do you understand what you will forfeit by continuing to feed the Beast its precious stuff?
Originally Posted by
Behappy1 I think this will be my little spot until I can get acclimated with my new sober lifestyle.
This is your AV. It is the Beast that has to acclimate to ITS new cage. It is already reorganizing, and trying to undermine your confidence.
All self-doubt about perfect abstinence suggests the opposite, and is therefore Addictive Voice -- the Beast barking.