4 months sober, dog died and I want to drink
It's been 4 months since I got since I got sober and I just got passed a lot of awful PAWS symptoms and my life seemed to finally be in recovery and my dog just died.
I know it may seem insignificant, but I shes been with me for 10 years and was my best friend. Now I'm really starting to want to drink. It seems so much harder than all the other times, I really don't even know why I'm posting this.
I guess I am just wanting to tell someone, I know it would destroy all my progress. It's just really tough right now.