I'm going to book myself to see someone this week. It is really scary to me because I've never talked about it with anyone.... this is the first time on here today. But I believe it is ground zero for my addictive personality and the source of my AV.
I've obsessed about all kinds of things.... drinking, drugs, men, my health, situations, the news, etc.... I've compulsively used substances for YEARS. I used to bite my nails down to the quick. If I have any kind of blemish or bump on my skin then I have to pick at it, it's better as an adult but it was bad when I was a teen, however I still do it. I wash my hands a LOT. I like everything to be put in certain places and I can't relax until everything is just so....